My last post in Blog

Halo,

darling readers..

no matter follower or stalkers :P

I just want to announce here that 

im no long going to post or use the blog,.

i will keep this page to read online novels that i follow :) 

BTW,

i have open new account in wordpress...:)

I'll write story@ mumble la...

the link: http://lotus1989.wordpress.com

1st Dating!!!

Yes2 

1st time in my life i pergi dating....

tapi bukan dgn sesape pun..

i tolong cover kawan i yg berdating wif her bf

so i jadi XXX hahaha orang tengah

perasan saya masa 

kawan saya duk dating...

haaaaaa...

tis is my blog and i spill out wat i m thinking

so not offence ok...

just read wat i merapu kat sini dear readers...

Ok..1st kawan i jdi gementar dan jadi adegan tarik2 dgn aku...

coz dia malu...

1st time she gonna meet her BF

 long distance relationship

she have been couple wif him 4 almost 11 months kot

tapi bual dalam telepon je...

so 1st time my friend malu giler...

then lepas she meet her bf and start to talk...

hahaha

my friend 1st dialog is..excuse me bole hang ( org penang) pi roda2 dulu ke suba?

i nak cakap personal dgn bf ni...

lol!!! 

i rasa nak gelak pun ade...1st malu2 kucing now dah berani ni...

then sebab orang tengah tak le la i kacau daun kan..

so i went shop ard then brought a T! shopping sikit ni...

Then kami pi tengok wayang....

depa couple seat ..then aku duduk sendiri dgn keluarga cina..

hehehe tu mve kartun so ade la budak2 duk dgn saya :)

ooh yeah sebelum pi watch wayang...depa buat wayang jugak!!

yes..

dua2 tak makan tengah hari...

hahaha

sebabnya? 

1) Mungkin dah kenyang lepas meet each other lepas sekian lama @

2) dua2 tak nak tunjuk kelemahan masing2 dlm bab makan..(bedal )

hahaha saya tak tau la...malas nak tanya pun

so i buat muka dont knw then siap pi oder makanan and minuman...

depa minum air tea ice segelas share 2 orang...

cheeeh!!! hahahaha cinta tu tak lapar lio!! 

bukan lagi cinta tu buta...hahahah

walaupun sepanjang bersama mereka..sorry to say...

aku boring tahap dewa..then etc..:P

tapi its really funning to see them..how they talk and react to each other..hahaha

sumpah !!!

aku nak pi dating lepas kahwin je la....

sebab?

biarlah rahsia hehehe... :P  

and lastly...

i pray sangat tak nak jadi post Lamp 

untuk sesiapa pun yg berdate ye...

permintaan kepadaa kawan2 aku ni

i knw alot of my friend read this blog without following it... hehehe 

Nites...

 Oh yeah we went to watch happy feet mve...

yg dibelanja oleh bf kawan saya...terima kasih :) 

Pale Blog's background

I hate my blog background!!!!

bcoz of stupid Photobucket

block appear on my blog wall

i could not upload any beautiful or plain 

skin/ wallpaper....

N coz of it...my mood to blog been reduce...

reduce...!!

nope my mood totally gone!!!

Today i did mt level best to make my wall look nature....

to beautiful people out thr

who spend time to view my blog..

im really sorry this pale stupid wall paper!!! 

   

Deepavali! VS Interview!

Deepavali dah lepas dah...

tapi nak buat post jugak..

nak simpan sebagai catatan in my e-dairy! 

how i did celebrated deepavali???

Check out the list:

~ F=Food!

        Fun!

Fashion (Traditional dress)

Fantastic moment with Family and Friends... :)

lol see all words start wif F! hehehe 

(p/s: i collected those words together to make it sound as a rime ) 

~ second thing was 

i take this importunity

to get forgiveness from my parents....

i asked sorry what i had done thought out whole my life...

hehehehe

and my parents  happy with it...

then i get my reward! 

hehe: what else..ang pow la!

(ang pow : money as a gift)  

~Oh yeah the next day after dewali..

i wen to a interview...

my internship interview,...

i was quit nervous at first...

but then after the interviewers start their question...

which seems to be quit easy to me..

then i get more confident...and control the nervousness... 

Then rest is HISTORY!!

The Moment....

Stealing our love with a kiss...

waited my whole life for this....

watching all my dreams come true ..

lost in this moment with you!

.................@.....................

When i saw this picture..

only i one thing trigger in my head...

can i have a walk with my beloved one here?

can i cling my hand with his hand and have a long walk...

 silent remains with us...

and i want our heart beat play
the  music between us....

after a long walk..

both of us need rest right?? ;)

so here, in front of this beautiful lake..

me and my beloved one will sit...

and ...

we might share some sweet memories

 happened in past ;)

This is my fav picture! 

please dont think in double meaning..

a passionate kiss under moonlight...

isn't it sweet??

Not only a long walk..

but i do prefer to have 

a long journey with my beloved one!!

in a car..just me and him...

with slow sentimental love song ...

 sharing drinks

 In my imagination i would like

to share a drink with 2 straw..

with him ;)

Hug me tight...

hold me on....

keep me warm...

and i want to be Only with you...

....................@.................... 

Whenever i got time and online...

i will google to find beautiful

pictures, wallpaper's for my desktop and so on...

but then when i found this beautiful pictures..

i decided to make a blog post...

with the picture i express 

what i wanted to do and 

at where i wanted to be with my beloved one...

hehehe..

P/s: for ur kind of info im still single at the moment...

all at above are imagination ;_) 
s/s: all the action above
*only with my future husband!!! xoxo

Macam2 mood dalam satu hari :)/ My moods in a day.

Mood saya hari ini berubah-ubah je...

1st i was so damn happy

1) coz my bestie send me greeting card fron Aussie!!!

Thank u so much baby!! 

love it!!

 2)meg col me and both of us

chat about a funny dream that she had wif me...

hohoho im was in meg's dream...

thank u bestie to dream about me!!

3)my lil baby sis are on the way home

for the celebration!!!

But then!

I turned to sulk mood!!

lol my mom 

giving excuses!!!
P/s:i knw if i tell u all the reason sure u all will laugh!

ok she actully promised me to buy a Blackberry..but now suddenly she withdraw

her promise ....

huhuhuhu...

sakit hati sungguh!!!!

But now after a period of negotiations...

hehehe

im fine...

she still keep her promise but

the item will be late! 

tak pe kan..asal i dapat benda tu cukup..

dah lama duk idam bb!!

Mr Clumsy

I felt that Mr.Clumsy were cute after watch the movie ;)

he is the most adoreable character in that Smurfs movie...

:)

I saw his doll once...

quite  big size doll..

but i dont care...

i want to get it...

Weird but its true...

i hate bears ...

but i dont collected soft toy alike clumsy doll..

mayb because 

many people give me this kind of present....

Megala!! i think this is because of u!!

u the one who give me strawberry soft pillow!!

Then i brought soft doll turtle and so on...

now its almost half of my bed filled alot soft toys!..

I dont knw whr my sis going 2 sleep on this sem break..heheh

sorry my lil sis..ur big sis act alike child now!! :P

Mentality prob!! 

Strawberry Doll!!

Althou im big enuf..

my size plus..my weight..my age...

im still a lil kindo to my mom...

hahahaha

guys u dont believe it??

Here is a pic...

MY mom brought this doll frm 

Cameron highland..

with some strawberry s

cute na?? 

colour x same..mom brought in purple colour .... :)

Which one??.zzzzzzzzz

Recently my pinky! ~my handphone

making alot of problem.....

coz of it i want to change my hp ...

of coz 

want to buy the expensive and high tech hp

The 1st choice is 

Blackberry 9810/9800 model...

personally i like slid phone model...

i dont knw y..but

its my bad habit...

i alwiz fall 4 slid design in every hp model...

see blackberry have alot model...

i strong still prefer to buy the slid model...

Al thou i knw buy a slid phone..

means...

one day i have to face problem

regarding the Ribbons that connected between core of phone and the slid scene.. hehehe..

I dont care..:P

Dont then some of my friends advise me to buy 

android programmed phone!!

alike samsung galaxy....and so on..

sincerely i still dont understand about the functions of android program..so

fuh fuh fuh....wait and see..what mobile that im goin 2 get...

coz my financial off~my mom...

have to approve the money 1st.hehehe

................@.................. 

My Mom

Dear readers...

hehehe

at last my mom

has a facebook account now...

althou i help her to updated it..

but then she is so motivated to updated it too...

She even choose the pic that she does think 

its nice and can put as facebook profile pic...

Maybe for you all out there 

its nothing and normal situation...

but for me...

gosh!!

my mom who is at end of 50's

(women and number in age are no that friendly!!)

is now been up to date 

in social networking...

Actually her main aim to have facebook acc

coz she can stay updated with her colleague's

after retirement ....

Looks alike thr is no end in friendship in this ERA...

hehehe

Below is a pic of mine with my mom ;)

>>>>>>>>>@<<<<<<<<<< 

Time flies so fast.......

Time flies so fast.......

yes u r reading the same old dialog

but then yes

time do flies faster then what we are thinking....

i felt alike

it was just a few days after enroll in college

and now...

im perparing intership resume and cover letter...

its begin 3 years in college and i dont feel it at all ...

Now im thinking back..

gosh its begin 3 yrs and now i have to think about my future... 

alot of questions are awaking inside me...

whr im going to do internship..?

whr im going to work soon...?

and alot of question which have no answer at all!!!

By the way..did i mention about my self preparation? self motivation?

OMG!! there is alot of thing that i shd worried about!

 .....................................@.....................................

Missing Best friend terribly!!

Miss Aussie

Where are you?

Where is ur Cols??

Dont u Miss me??!! 

Soon To be???

Naaa...

aku ni selalu mimpi nak dapat bf or laki yg hebat

tapi akui diri ku ini yg serba tak

sempurna

aku duk diam je la...

at last at age 22 aku tak ade bf....

Tapi

jeng jeng jeng

aku tak dapat bf tapi dirisik oleh aunt saudara...

huhuhu 

happy je rasanya...

sebab kena lamar?

act yes tapi lebih daripada tu

aku rasa diri aku worth

at least ade orang sudi nak risik

yg dikira sesuai di jadikan isteri orang

At age 22

aku rasa sangat 

terlalu muda nak buat keputusan nak kahwin atau tidak

aim aku hanya nak buat master at age 23..

pastu nak kahwin ok kot :P

kawan baik aku

seperti selalu

member nasihat pada aku

she say if the a guy is fated 4 me

kat mana pun dia ade sure i will get married wif him

so the risik matter i serahkan 100% to my parents

percaya tak

at this 2020 zaman It serba serbi...

jodoh aku 

dihandlekan oleh parents ..hehehe

Some time i feel that i should not

interference and share some advise with anyone

coz?

as usual...

Silap kata or anything...

naaaaaaa..

kita yg salah....

silap haribulan ade nak manipulate wat i have said...

im living according what i line out myself in my life...

i dont want 

other people come into my life and 

discuss how i should live the life....

i give advise to release the pain of this person having...

no more or less...

so

plz stop commenting when i dont need it!!

Ade yg tak faham kan wat i write up thr??

hehehe 

its just im in too stress
i have no other medium to share this
so i did share over here and 

 i dont want to type any words that hurt anyone...

life shd go on right???

and anyhow i have to live with everyone...

i cannot write more and reveal everything.. :)

Im in totally sad mood...

hehe jadi sebak all the time... :(

Raya ..

Orang islam puasa 1 bulan 

then menyabut

hari raya...

tapi aku tak puasa

tapi enjoy  beli makanan kat pasar ramadhan....

aku terlebih rajin pigi pasar ramadhan then orang2 yg berpuasa

even uncle2 yg jual popiah basah pun ade perli...

heheh tak pe sebab dia tu bapa saudara kawan saya...

hehe buat muka tembok je la..

sekolahkan muka bukanya susah pun....

Tapi sekarang dah habis pun time tu...

esok nak raya dah...

sekarang aku dah bole dengar sound mercun dgn takbir raya dari masjid berdekatan...

to all my dearest Muslim friends..

i wish u all 

selamat hari Raya...

enjoy guys...

yg jemput aku tu..tunggu la..aku mesti dtng punya..

makan free setahun sekali..

mesti aku tak miss punya ;) 

hohoho happy alwiz!!!

...........<3...........

kongsi2 :)

P/S: Klu ade time saya memang nak tulis perview novel2 yg lain :) 

tapi thr is alot of novel and writers...

rasanya im gonna write novel2 yg best2 then the worth to buy je la :)

If aku tulis novel2 ini not worth to buy..so sorry 2 say...

i have to write like that so that aku bole selamatkan 

kengkawan yg suka baca novel2 yg baik

bukanya novel yg ditulis untuk keuntungan penulisan... :) 

Novels and The plots..........

Tau tak salah satu boring yg fav aku..hehehe

chee hobby pun aku pilih kasih

yep hobby fav aku ialah baca novel....

hobby ini jugak dikongsi oleh kawan baik aku si Kana......

Aku nak kongsi sikit novel2 fav aku 

yg ade time memang aku baca balik novel2 ini...:)

Novel pertama aku baca ialah

novel melayu  Princess!! by Bikas Nur Idris...

time tu aku masih muda remaja ni..shd be ard 15 yrs old kot....

kawan kau pinjamkan buku tu....

cerita yg terbaik sampai kini!

aku beli novel tu 2kali tapi hilang jugak 2kali!! eeeeeeeeeee

i curse kat orang yg curi novel ku tu!! hehehehe

Cerita novel yg best walaupun ending yg sedih...aku betul2 menangis melalak lepas baca novel tu......

Then aku beli kesemua novel Bikash Nur Idris: writer ni memang one of my Favorite write!!

sangat berbakat :) saya suka sangat novelnya yg kelaian sikit...

suka guna watak dari perlbagai bangsa :) hats off!

Title novel lain yg saya suka ialah: Sambutlah Cintaku, Kau Sayangku (ade drama) 

Ria Cristina (fav aku giler2) , Seri, Cinta Datang Lagi, Bukan PIlihan Hati and so on :) 

  

Then Bicara hati by Damia Hanna 

Novel pasal kahwin kontrak then cinta lepas kahwin...

Trend Damia la sampai kini ade juga novel pasal kahwin kontrak2 ni!!

was a awesome novel!!! suka sangat dgn cerita dia then i really fall in love with the hero

Tengku Shandan....

Novel ini novel pertama aku beli masa sekolah menengah...mak marah jugak

tapi aku beli jugak..heheh degil! klu nak tau...aku beli the 1st yr copy... :)

Her second novel Sepi tanpa cinta pun best jugak...

 novel2 lepas ni tu aku beli jugak  tapi tak la sehebat dan best macam novel bicara hati dan jugak sepi tanpa cinta.....

Hope dia akan kembali dgn cerita yg lagi hebat seperti dulu2

Koleksi Novel Damia Hanna yg ku miliki : Bicara hati, Sepi Tanpa Cinta, 

Rela Ku Menanti, Ilham Hati & so on...

Terlupa title..kena chck kat rak buku aku ni :)

Then aku suka sangat dgn novel write Aisya Sofea!

Sehangat Asmara by Aisya Sofea yg pertama aku baca!

suka sangat plot cerita tu..

time aku baca tu still high school...aku rasa la

1st time jugak cerita after marriage yg penuh cinta and duka kluar...

sebab novel ini saya betul na pigi belajar kat luar negara :) 

Then novel beliau yg lain yg best ialah: Adam dan Hawa...

sebab hero novel ini si ADAM is a pilot, 

saya pernah terfikir nak kahwin dgn seorang pilot..hehehe

suka sangat ni...sampai ade jugak kawan2 saya perli pasal impian saya nak 

kahwin wif a pilot :) 

Novel2 lagi beliau jugak best :)

Tapi novel terbaru berliau Uda and  Dara tak seberapa best seperti cerita 

beliau yg lain..tak tau kenapa...mungkin sebabgai pembaca saya hope 

more and different kind of story kot :)

Novel lain yg best ialah : Jendela hati dan Jauh :) ade jugak novel sambungan untuk

cerita2 yg beliau tulis :) 

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